start over again !!!

               I always wondering if here in Tunisia we can start Over again???a new state,new economy,new educational system,new politicians,and even new peoples with different minds maybe!!!but after what's happened in Tunisia in the last couple years i start loose faith not in Tunisia because SHE always treated me like any on else did before...it's not a poetry or a satisfaction...it's just the belonging to the homeland ,despite all that i blame Her sometimes...i shout loud ' why am i here?what am i doing in this country???i don't belong to here not my thoughts like theirs,not my dreams are yours!!!but after every down i start over again and i realize that i could never been Me like here...
And the Revolution came and seeing all those people revolt ...it was a shock for me i'd never expend that and from whom !!!Tunisians those subordinate people how can not do any thing except cheering on what Ben ALi have done...it's was Sidi bouzid who surprised me and for a while i thought it's was a dream or a delusion will end soon But it was ain't!!after Ben ALi escape i start seeing the life pink ...i start building that castale on the sands and i thought that it will always stiil pink ,but it doesn't!!!War elections begin and after that i mean after the islamic party won the elections i realize that it doesn't been pink any more ,sincerely i have fears just like all others citiziens who did noy have faith on those islamic or religious parties... Unfortunately i was right ,it was a disaster here Oh my God Cholera!!!Plague!!!indemnifications for Ex-Political prisoners with a lot a lot a LOT of mony more than $ 650 billion ...while more then  70 percent of citizens are poor and lives in huts ....
And i start loosing faith again but Tunisia like always didn't let me down and it was Sidi bouzid again it stars over again ....this time it wasn't a shuck !!it was a joy because i realize that i have always to proud of being Tunisian...
So,may God bless you Sidi bouzid and bless every person who revolt on those unfair ,oppressive,unequal system and let's start over again...